Friday, 5 August 2016

Oddly Normal Vol 1 (#1-5) by Otis Frampton | Review and Discussion | Spoiler-Free



I know I usually talked about books on here, but recently I have found myself to be in a bit of a reading slump (aside from The Cursed Child, no reading slump would have kept me away from that) and fell towards something I don't think I have explored before - comics/graphic novels. I did try to get into a few Japanese ones that were available at my school a long, long time ago and just never really enjoyed them. Later on, I came across a Coraline graphic novel but I hated the art style. DC/Marvel comics were never available to me, and I always got confused with the #52, etc, sorta thing. I'll get more into DC/Marvel in future posts, though.
 

I found out about Image Comics through a YouTube channel you've undoubtedly heard of, Comicsorian, which does little "everything that has happened so far" recaps on comic books and hilariously done dramatic readings. They did a recap video on a little series named I Hate Fairyland (read it here), which automatically appealed to me for 3 reasons: The art style was exactly my cup of tea and very similar to Oddly Normal, here, which is why I clicked on Oddly Normal and read the first volume; it was the opposite of usual stories you hear about, where little girls go into whole new worlds and are amazed by the wonders; and thirdly, fairies. I love me some fairies. Again, I will go into a discussion about this comic book series in a future post.
 
Long story short, I loved I Hate Fairyland and instantly went on a search though Image Comics until another one of them appealed to me, of which I found this and was not let down. It was very similar, in more then one way.
 
Oddly Normal (yes, that's her name) is a half-witch living with her very peculiar mother and perfectly mundane father in what appears to be a small castle. She's consistently teased at school for having green hair, pointed ears and being called Oddly Normal. One day, her birthday, she comes home and decides she's had enough of this life but specifically she's had enough of her parents. She blows out the candles and wishes that they would just disappear. And they do. Her aunty, arriving late and therefore not being dragged away with the castle, decides that to keep her safe she must bring Oddly back to Oddly's mothers hometown Fignation. So yes, this is a middle-grade novel, but still very much enjoyable for ages of all kinds I would say.
 
It contains monsters, witches, aliens, you name it yet the characters are oddly relatable and fun and quirky, just very likable. The world of which Fignation is set in is just gorgeous. Stunning. I wish I could at least visit there, it's beautiful. It has a very space kind of vibe, while also being very Wonderland-y, and also reminds me of Meet the Robinsons for some reason - it's like Back to the Future, too. Just, trust me! The art style just has incredible detail, suits the mood of where the story is heading and the colour palettes are phenomenal.
 
I am highly excited for what the next volume will bring, which I believe is already available so I'm going to try and find that to read straight away!
 
Thanks to reading comics by Image, I have found it easier to read comics by DC/Marvel and have mostly stuck to rebirth/New 52 comics (much to my friends' annoyance, he gave me a full chronological list on all his favourites and I went and broke my phone so that it was all lost - oops!). I highly recommend them!

Wednesday, 3 August 2016

Movie Review | 2016 | Captain America: Civil War | Spoiler-Free


 
 
For those of you who didn't previously know, I have another blog called Reel Talk (clever name, I know) where I very, very occasionally posted a 'review' of some random movie I decided to watch on Netflix. I now have Amazon Prime, so I have more options to choose from, which is exciting but anyway getting off the track. I decided to just post them on this blog, because this blog clearly has no organisation whatsoever and it's a pretty good representation of my life and isn't that what blogging is all about, yeah? I'd just rather have everything in one place then keep switching between blogs and I never stay fluid on the other blogs (that suggests I do here but ha, no).
 
 
Year: 2016
Rating: PG-13
Directors: Anthony and Joe Russo
Studio: Walt Disney Pictures
 
 

Starring:

 
Chris Evans as Steve Rogers/Captain America
Sebastian Stan as Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Jeremy Renner as Clint Barton/Hawkeye
Elizabeth Olsen as Wanda Maximoff/Scarlet Witch
Robert Downey. Jr as Tony Stark/Ironman
Anthony Mackie as Sam Wilson/Falcon
Chadwick Boseman as T'Challa/Black Panther
Paul Rudd as Scott Lang/Ant-Man
Tom Holland as Peter Parker/Spider-Man
Scarlett Johansson as Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow
Don Cheadle as James Rhodes/War Machine
Paul Bettany as Vision
 
 
My memory is awful, so I can't remember the first two movies very well at all. Which is fine, I really love Captain America movies so I have zero problems in rewatching them at some point. Just to clear that up.
 
Okay, the first half of this movie was kind of dull. There was a lot of bickering between the members of the group, of course, but the real action and comedy and good stuff took place in the second half of the movie. Also, Spider-Man! *coughs* the action scenes were so well choreographed. It was pretty swell to see a different side to Ironman then the one we usually see, although this Tony Stark/Ironman also did appear in Iron Man 3 where he was an anxious mess for at least the start of the film. It was more human, and a lot less snarky - although I do love that about him, I'm not going to lie.
 
Captain America also showed a lot of his emotional side in this movie, that I am a fan of, but to me he always came across as an emotional person anyway. Although, he threw his human decency out the window, so good job, Cap'n. Good job.


This movie was just chaotic and dramatic in all the good ways. It was utter mayhem and very entertaining, especially throughout the second half for me. The same can't be said for this review, I'm very out of practise as I haven't even written in my journals properly for a while. At least not frequently, so I apologize, I'm getting the hang of it.
 
But I think I found a lot of it dull was because it was obviously very political heavy. This focused on the division of the Avengers team, due to a change in their government status. Don't let that put you off, though, as it was a fantastic addition to the Captain America movies. Possibly the best trilogy since my favourite till the day I die, the Spider-Man trilogy featuring Toby McGuire.
 
Anyway, I'm going to leave you with this messy review here and see you next time. I don't blame you if you don't come back, ha! Bye!

Wednesday, 15 June 2016

Orlando


I am not gay. 

I didn't personally know any of these people that went to the Pride club. I don't even know what their names were. I don't know what their ages were. I don't know what they looked like. 

What I do know is that they were people. Maybe one of them played keyboard on weekends, hoping that one day he'd make it as a musician and sang along to all of his favourite hits as they came on the radio. Maybe one of them loved to play video games and didn't have a job and still lived with his mother, but he didn't have to be hugely important to a grand number of people in order to be satisfied with his life and who he was. Or maybe I'm just making up stories about who they were, maybe they weren't all nice people. Of course, not all of them would have been. 

Did that mean that they deserved to die, especially for their sexuality? Certainly not. 

I've been finding it difficult to continue on with my life like nothing happened. I just can't. I really can't imagine what the family members or friends or even old classmates must be feeling right now. I can't fathom the pain they must be going through just because one or more people thought it was necessary to take them from the world, because he deserved to be here more than any of them. Clearly. He obviously thought that this loss of life was worth it. 

I somewhat feel sorry for him. He is absent of love. He is filled with so much hatred that he can't let God in, he can't love the way we do. He can't see the world with anything but burning hot coals. He wants to destroy. For what reason? I don't know. I want him to be crippled up in pain right now, I want it to tear him alive as he rots in a cell. Something tells me he's probably proud of what he's doing, and the life he has taken. 

It wasn't worth it. 

Here I am to say that you can make a difference. Hannah Hart recently made a video on gun laws and how they need to be stricter so people who are unstable can't get their hands as easily on a gun. To make them a lot less accessible, so we can prevent from doing this in the future, and how we may be small but together we are big and together, we can make a difference. 

Prayers are no longer enough. Thoughts are no longer enough. 

We have to take action. 

Whether that be spreading positivity around wherever you go, fighting for LGBT rights as hard as you can or maybe it's just tweeting to the members of state that we need to see a change and we need to see that change soon. Ask yourself. Is it really worth the loss of more life? Innocent life. No. No, it's not. 

All I can ask from you is that you spread around love. Tell everyone that you love and care for them because it might be the last time you ever see them again. We live in a world where we can not guarantee they will walk through the door healthy and happy. Appreciate today, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. 

I am beyond devastated, I have no words. 

Fight for rights.

(and pictured above is a rainbow flag I saw on my way to college this morning, in support of LGBT rights after the shootings of Orlando. I thought it was beautiful and I don't care how late I already was, or how dumb I looked, I couldn't not take a picture, right? Right)

As for Christina Grimmie, I have watched her channel grow from the 100's to 3 million. I watched her go from the Emo haircut phase in front of an old camera with her keyboard and a gaming poster in the background to the beautiful woman she was getting so high in her career and making something of herself. I know that if she was alive today to witness the Orlando shootings, she would have been making a big difference in trying to help them because that's who Grimmie was. A very helpful and kind and compassionate lady. I don't think even the most hateful of people would be able to say a single bad word against her. She just wasn't the kind of person you could do that to. 

The world has taken a beating this week. Please do not add to the suffering. Be kind. Be loving. Be generous. Do not be afraid to be you. Do not worry about being small. You can and will make a difference to the world, if you only believe in yourself. 

Loz x

Friday, 3 June 2016

Summaries of Books I Read in May!

Some people may consider a May wrap-up posted in the early days of June a little late, but better late than never. Funnily enough I already had this pre-written (mini reviewing them a little bit as I slugged along) but I accidentally deleted the entire thing. Yup. This is a common occurrence in my college, too., even with the added detail of saving them on back-up USB's. Shit just happens to me. 

Anywho, here is my late but still beefy (can vegetarians say beefy?) wrap-up. 

The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry by Rachel Joyce. 

Pretty much exactly what you would expect from a book with Harold and Pilgrimage in the title, this is about an old man trekking across the whole of the UK to get to his lost friend from years ago, Queenie. She had sent him a letter to explain that she was dying of cancer, and like a normal person he did aim for a post box to reply...and ended up never stopping. He had this child philosophy that if he could walk across the whole of the UK to get to Queenie before her death, she would survive cancer. 

It's a very heart-warming story, got a little in depth about the way we live our life and how other people live theirs. Most importantly, it focused on how we are all going through something difficult and we are all fighting a battle - we're just all fighting different ones. I thought it was beautifully written. Could have done with a few pages being cut off, but the writing style was great, it was funny and sad and philosophical (in an entertaining, un-boring way). If you've been considering it, do check it out. 

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. 

If by chance you have no idea what this book is about (where do you live, on the island that all these vegans keep getting sent to?), then I am here to tell you. Amir is a little boy, I think 12. He is the son of a rich man, and this rich man is best friends with a poor man who is on the side of Muslims that are looked down upon for who they are. He has a poor son. I forgot their names, if you couldn't tell. A month is a long enough time period for all of that to blur, despite it being a really memorable and heart-warming book that my broken black hole still hasn't recovered from. Amir and The Poor Son are best best best friends. The Poor Son will do anything for Amir - not that Amir can say the same back. One day, The Poor Son goes through something dreadful (that Amir had the power to stop) around about the same time the Talibans come to Afghanistan. It all goes shit-hit-the-fan after that. 

I expected this book to be very deeply informative, have a lot of background history and unnecessary descriptions - it didn't. The writing style was great. It focused on something incredibly important. Not that I was every against helping refugees, but this book would have made me change my mind if I was. It was simply awesome.

The Many Worlds of Albie Bright by Christopher Edge

Oh, no! The good reading month does not end there. While in a supermarket the other day, I spotted this very beautiful book (of which you can read my short little review on here) for pretty cheap. It's about a little boy called Albie, who has scientists for parents. One day, his mother dies of cancer and Albie aspires to try his best to find her through the magic of parallel world teleportation. It's funny, cute, and a little sad in some parts. Do go read it, you won't regret it. (the author himself read by review and commented about it on Twitter, as a by the way, still screaming)

The Lie Tree by Frances Hardinge 

Again, if you want something a little bit more in depth, I also did a review of this book here - see, mum, I've been somewhat productive outside of college. 

This is about a girl called Frances who is a feminist superhero, really. Little did I know that this is historical-fiction (and I'm glad I didn't know, because there's a very small chance I would have picked it up otherwise). It was based around the death/murder of Frances' father (a natural scientist). Nobody will believe anything she says because A) she is a child and B) she is a female child. She goes into the course of action by herself. She also discovers that her father has been hiding secrets of his own. 

I adored the shit out of this book. I thought it was odd, well woven together, fantastic character development and depth, amazing writing style. It was just a really good book, and a book I definitely did not regret. 

Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi

I think everyone knows about what this book is about. It's a YA book of a girl who is locked away because she can kill people with her touch. It's basically a romance story, very little dystopian, but it has so many YA traits that I felt really annoyed with it. The writing style was really really good and I finished it in two days with ease, but the actual content was hit and miss. I still don't know what I feel about it and whether or not I will continue with the series, but it's leaning more on the probably not side for me. I am curious about why everyone loves Warner, though. 

The Vegetarian by Han Kang. 

I still need to write a review on this but guess who keeps forgetting. It was a very weird weird book, but it was absolutely incredibly and quickly one of my favourite reads of the year - maybe even ever. It follows a girl who's name I have already forgotten, married to a bit of a dick. She's very, very normal. Painstakingly normal. One day, she has an odd dream and turns vegetarian but this bizarre event doesn't stop there - she falls down the rabbit hole of mental illness, told in an honest and beautiful way. If you haven't, please do consider reading this. It was gold. 

Room by Emma Donoghue. 

Everyone got to this little gem before me, regretfully so! This is the tale of a woman, "ma" (and in the movie, she was named Joy), who was stolen at the age of 19 and kept captive by Old Nick and raped - she gave birth to a baby boy named Jack, who is the narrator of the story. It's rare that I read books narrated by children, so I found that prospect interesting in itself. It was funny in parts, really sad in other parts. Gloriously entertaining, I finished this quickly. I want to re-read it and I only just put it down. 

Liesl and Po by Lauren Oliver

This follows a little girl named Liesl who was trapped in an attic by her vicious stepmother after the death of her father. One day, a mysterious ghost appears named Po and neither one of them know why. It soon becomes clear that mystery and magic lies underneath everything they know, and they're determined to find it out together. After finding out why Lauren wrote the book (and if you want to know, do ask in the comments, but I would prefer not to know these details beforehand so I won't do so to anyone else), I found this story even more beautiful and heartbreaking. I gave this a 5/5 and highly recommend it (even though it does have flaws, like every other book out there).



Thank you ever so much for reading, what did you read this month? I would love to know. Check back in with you soon. Probably. 


Saturday, 14 May 2016

My First Graze Box!

My aunt is a great lover of Graze boxes, a UK subscription box that sends healthy alternative snacks of your choice to your doorstep as regularly as you want. I sound like a commercial, but I just love what they stand for and how they create biodegradable and recyclable (and beautiful!) packaging, and surprisingly tasty snacks. 

The type of box I got was a variety box for free, because I had a voucher code delivered to me with my National Geographic monthly subscription (an 18th birthday gift from my other aunt that she hasn't cancelled yet, so thank you!). The other types of boxes I believe you can get are dip and dippers boxes, bakery boxes, jerky boxes, chocolate boxes, flapjack boxes, light box (all under 150 calories), protein boxes, sugar count boxes, pure boxes (heavily nutritional), savoury boxes, sustain boxes (snacks that give you sustainable energy), aromatic broth boxes, and popcorn boxes. You can also get special edition boxes - protein top-up boxes and tea boxes (!!!!!!!!). 

I swear I'm not sponsored (I wish!)


(cute!)


I just really love the packing so I quickly want to share it before I go into what I think about the snacks. I think it's really cute and I have no idea what to use this box for in the future, but I can't bare to throw it away!



I love to see that, inside, the lovely packaging continues. It gave me two £5 vouchers for Graze for friends (lets be real though, what bookworm teenager has that many friends!). It also contains a Welcome to Graze type of booklet, and an information sheet on what each snack contains. Which is really handy, I wasn't expecting it, I thought I would have to Google that. 


So the snacks I received was Jam Doughnut, Louisiana Wild Rice and Beans, Apple and Cinnamon Flapjack and Peanut Butter Pretzels. 

Jam Doughnut. 

This contains raspberry fruit strings, raspberry infused cranberries, almond slivers and vanilla sponge drops. Suitable for vegetarians. Not suitable for vegans - contains egg and milk. 

This was completely different to what I expected. I knew I wouldn't like the almond, and that I didn't. However, raspberries are one of my favourite fruits (berries in general, really!) and they didn't disappoint. So much flavour! It was just a burst of beautiful, juicy goodness and I wish I could just go to the supermarket and buy whole bags of it. It tasted like candy, almost, but healthy. The sponge drops I was hesitant about because I really can't say I'm a fan of vanilla. The smell in a candle is nice an' all but any other involvement of vanilla, not fond about. These were really crunchy and flavoursome, though, and I was surprised to find how much I liked them.


Wild Rice and Beans. 

Contains wild rice sticks and chilli broad beans - suitable for vegetarians and vegans. 

I admit I was hesitant about trying these. I'm not a huge fan of beans, or chilli, but I am a pretty big fan of wild rice. This was the first snack I tried and I was surprised to find out they were crunchy, and they complimented each other beautifully. I'm not a fan of spicy food, but these weren't really spicy - they just had a little bit of a kick, and the wild rice sticks helped mellow it out and add a bit of a herby flavour to it. This might be disappointing to spice lovers, though. I really want to try this again!


Apple and Cinnamon Flapjacks. 

Apple and Cinnamon Flapjacks - suitable for vegetarians. Not suitable for vegans - contains honey and margarine. 


I didn't like these very much. I knew that I wouldn't, because I don't like cinnamon. I've never really liked cinnamon. It tastes a lot like apple pie and what Christmas smells like. If you like that kind of thing, I would recommend them because I believe they sell singles of these around and about if you go looking for them. I'm just not very interested in these at all and ate one bite, then gave the rest to my friends (who very much enjoy cinnamon!).  


Peanut Butter Pretzels. 

Contains 100% peanut butter and lightly salted pretzel sticks - suitable for vegetarians and vegans. 

Again, I knew I wouldn't like it because I don't like peanut butter. I threw it away because nobody else in my household likes peanut butter, either, but I do have this to say about it - it would taste amazing if peanut butter is your thing. It was a rough textured blend, and tasted like peanuts instead of the creamy and icky peanut butter taste. It wasn't bad at all, and I did really enjoy the pretzels (just with my own dip) but I just...really don't like peanuts.

I hope you enjoyed this. Because each snack would be about £1 (this box would be £3.99 if I paid for it) I think it's a little too expensive for my budget right now, but maybe sometime in the future when I have a job or something because it certainly was a pretty good subscription box. What do you think about Graze or any of the snacks that I have mentioned? 

Thursday, 12 May 2016

Good Ol' Sadness || Cheering Up

We all feel sad. Some of us have depression, like me, where we find ourselves falling into our own dug graves so deep we sometimes lose hope that we won't ever get back out. I'm currently in this rut, I won't lie. By writing this post, I not only want this to build me a ladder of motivation to get out but I hope this will be a little helping hand for those of you who stumble across this - I know I have one or two new followers, so hello and welcome! 

Remember Your Responsibilities


Wait, what?! I can't just sit in my bed watching Netflix, crying and eating French Fries?! No, no you can't. I find this to be a common thing with me where, even just thinking about the things I need to do, I want to retreat back to my bed and ignore the world and pretend like they don't exist. The only problem is that they do, and the more you ignore them the more they build up and add to your existing current problems. Taking care of things like remembering to wash your dishes, pay your bills, and go to school/college/work when you need to will be a weight off your shoulders in the long run and will help you feel productive. It will even give you a focus point, if you drive a lot of energy into making sure you don't run behind with things that need to be done. 

Look After Yourself!


Unsurprisingly, when you feel like you're just waiting until the world ends, you often forget or lack the energy or the care beans to look after yourself. Showering everyday, sleeping at night, eating healthily and exercising, doing your work, taking any meds for your mental health or your physical health needs. I don't personally take medication, but I know so many people who do and just forget. Oh, and drinking plenty of water! Keeping the body of where the brain is stored healthy will eventually result in a little bit more spoons and a little bit more happiness. Eating nothing but Ben and Jerry's ice cream and slouching in your pyjamas on the sofa is going to do nothing but make you feel more crappy. Get into some goals and see this as an excellent opportunity to get healthier. 

Pursue/Find New Hobbies


Personally, I used to love to write and to read and to bake and to take walks and to spend time with animals at rescue centres via volunteer work, but all of this got clouded and when my life fell apart I realized all I really felt like I had left was Once Upon a Time: Season 3. I thought about how I used to have plenty of hobbies, and when I joined college and had a bit of a life change it got pushed to the side. You can always create hobbies if you've never really had any that you've always wanted to do but haven't had the time or the wants to, now is your chance! - learning to play an instrument, improving/learning how to draw, make a video, do something you've wanted to do for a long time. Stop making excuses. Yesterday, you said tomorrow. JUST DO IT!

Be a Positive Person 


I think a good example is Lilly Singh (iisuperwomanii from YouTube) or Emma Blackery, who stopped being involved in negative things like drama. By positive, I understand being depressed means you won't be positive - if you could do that, you wouldn't be depressed. What I mean is say positive things, be nice to people, talk about motivation and friendly quotes and just be so, so nice. Being a nice person will make you feel a little better about yourself. Trust me. Stop paying attention to negative things, stop replying to negative people and just do your thing. You'll thank me later.

Don't Force Yourself 


This doesn't apply to things that need to be done but if it's something like - in my case - completing a monthly reading goal, if you don't feel like picking up that book to read you can try it and if you're really just not into it, you don't have to. Make sure you're looking after yourself. 


I really hoped some of these helped you, they're helping me a little bit, and do let me know what little things you do to make yourself feel better when your life has fallen to shit.  

Wednesday, 11 May 2016

Review || The Lie Tree by Frances Hardinge


The Lie Tree is a dark and powerful novel from universally acclaimed author, Frances Hardinge. It was not enough. All knowledge- any knowledge - called to Faith, and there was a delicious, poisonous pleasure in stealing it unseen. Faith has a thirst for science and secrets that the rigid confines of her class cannot suppress. And so it is that she discovers her disgraced father's journals, filled with the scribbled notes and theories of a man driven close to madness. Tales of a strange tree which, when told a lie, will uncover a truth: the greater the lie, the greater the truth revealed to the liar. Faith's search for the tree leads her into great danger - for where lies seduce, truths shatter ... 

I admit I always find it difficult to write book reviews, especially when I'm currently reading a book and my mind is involved in that world. I tend to forget quite a lot of information about the book, but honestly, Lie Tree is one that is hard to forget and I think fully deserves the positive review that it's about to receive. This book is also going to be one that's hard to review purely because of it's brilliance. How can you dull down this bright, shining sun to a thousand little fairy lights in order to explain why it's brilliant? 

The first thing I want to write about first is its vivid, complex plot. I found it difficult to summarise this in my Goodreads review, as it seems to weave quite effortlessly several different plots/themes without it being confusing, without any of them taking the focus off another, without over-doing or over-dragging the story at all. 

It seems to be a historical-fiction detective novel, where Faith tries to research the mystery surrounding her fathers' death and the history behind the tree and of all the characters surrounding her. It speaks about lies and the truth, and their significance, and how even the things that seem obvious aren't obvious at all. It covers undying love and loyalty, as even when Faiths father in his life treated her the way that he did, she never stops being loyal to him. It never dwindles or dies, and in the relationships with other characters (not just Faith with others, either), you can see this is an ongoing theme. It seems to cover revenge, hot-headed and cold revenge in all its brutality. It's a feminist masterpiece, as it focuses on how women have been invisible throughout history and Faiths pure determination to not let the fact she's a girl bordering on a woman stop her from achieving what she wants. 

Not just that, but the characters have amazing depth and complexity. They're real. They pop out at you, they take their own into your mind and create themselves. I feel like Frances purposely put description to a minimum as we don't even know Faith's hair colour for a majority of the book. That's one of the many things that amazes me about this novel. Appearances hardly seem to matter - ironically.  

The settings were equally vivid, and really added that darkness and despair feel to the book. It added that creepy aesthetic that really pulled the whole thing together. It's hard to believe this book had been categorized under "Children's Literature" because the skill of this is up at a level I expect adult, 900-page books to be. I was blown away, I found it unputdownable and you bet your butts I'm going to read other books by her - even though this one has frequently been described as her best to date. 

Overall, I rated this a 4/5 stars (only because some parts of this book didn't make sense, but the amazing of the rest of the book blinded this completely) and would recommend this to anyone. It has something in it for everyone. If this can be used a Bible on how to present female characters, that would be wonderful.